Sleep, you elusive vixon

I’ve had a few hours sleep.

You know that feeling when you want more, but you know you’re not going to get more so you lay in bed resentful?  I’m that person tonight.

A few hours is better than nothing and I was running on nothing.

Why is it so hard for some people to sleep as adults?

For all the times I refused a nap as a kid, I take it back.  Come get me nap time. I’m yours.

What do you do when you can’t sleep? I read. Write. I use to roll over and give a blowjob or climb on top of him. Now I just read. Or write.


2 thoughts on “Sleep, you elusive vixon

  1. I can’t claim to have as much trouble sleeping as you have been. The Xanax has been helping, but it doesn’t come easy. I get up and walk around the room a bit, or stand in the shower and let the water run over me in the dark. Sometimes I read, but there’s usually too much thinking for that. Mostly, I just lie awake wishing you were climbing on top of me or even laying asleep besides me.


  2. I want you to know, I am proud of you. You went to the doctor and got a lot of rough news.
    You made your therapy appointment.
    You’ve cooked (keep cooking).
    You’re talking, and so honestly.
    You’re writing.

    This is hard. And it has been for a long time. But you’re doing what you need to do to get well. I’m proud of you for that.


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